solid no more

I'm scared.

what if i'm done here,

there go all the dreams,

bursting on the air,

opportunities were taken for granted.

I don't know why,

the pressure keeps pushing me hard,

some told me, that's just a lie

be smart, don't be fooled around,

the mission is clear,

why turned to the wrong way??

I just can't give the right answer,

environment plays the significant part,

it does its job well, thank you

engulf me in a serene pain, yet excruciating.

help me find my self,

the one i have lost thousand years ago,

the one who shines the good side of me,

the one which has faith in me,

the one who keeps motivating me,

like an alarm, ringing hard to my ears,

but keeping me bright and decent.

where were you?

the inner soul of mine...